i looked through your eyes
is it jealousy ?

my memory forced me back
the good times I began to see
all the laughs
all the embrace
bring nothing but agony

all the kiss
and all the touch
is it nothing but your alibi?
am I nothing but your victim?

all the trust
all the love
is stained
replaced
with anger and hate

leave alone me and my world
it's the fame you look for
it's the bitches you urge for

expunged already our memories
regrets are useless
cause this stain will never disappear
and this heart will never fix back
you crushed my heart once
and there's no going back

bye love
this is the end
never look back
cause it'll hurt us more

Is it not too early to forgive?

Is it not too late to hate?

For words are already spoken

and hearts are already falling apart

I can't say a thing

but to let the time decide

Baby, don't be such a player

Coz I'm watching you here

Baby, don't go away

Coz I'm waiting for you right here

Baby, don't love her

Coz i love you more than ever

i thought i had finally find my reason

to live

to breath

to smile

to face this tough world

but when i thought i would finally survive this world again

he left me there

standing in the rain

as clueless as i can be

as hurt as if you stab me with a knife

as wet as you might imagine

this life is beyond imagination

one second he said he's mine

and another second he said he don't want me no more

what did i do wrong?

no lie i ever spoke

no tear i ever cause

no wound i ever meant

but why?

why love that you trash me like this?

what have i done wrong?

ILOVEYOUWITHALLMYHEARTBUTYOUKICKMEASIDEANDNEVERBOTHERTOLOOKBACKYOU'VEHURTMENOUGH

side by side
we walk
across the the sea shore
over the ocean
hands by hands
we hold
across the sky
over the mountain
lips by lips
we kiss
across the table
over the plates
tick tock tick tock
the clock sounds
with its needle moving around
like merry-go-around
together we will be
until the end of time

you hurt me once

you hurt me twice

i cried

I'm hurt

you never said sorry

you never feel sorry

you never think of changing

and yet i can do nothing

but forgive you

and love you still

you hurt me thrice

you hurt me more

and more

and more

you are still not sorry

you are still not changing

and i still can do nothing

but love you still

am i the victim here?

for so long

I'm so sick of this

and yet unwilling to make a move

i wish i could be the one you love

i wish i could be there right next to you

at that framed picture in your room

i wish i could make you love me

i wish you could be mine

and my love will be yours forever

I'm so sick of wishing

So done waiting for you

but am I willing to let go ?

Leave me and my world alone

let the question be mine

and only mine

iloveyouyousaidyoulovemeyousaidyouwantmeandyetyou'rewithherihateyou

i love you

i miss you

i wanna hug you tight

i wanna hold you close

i wanna feel your warmth

i wanna touch your skin

i wanna kiss your lips

i wanna hold your hands

and never have to let go

i want you

i want you to be mine

i want you to be mine forever

my only wish

my stupid wish

the one wish i would never get

For you had died

and leave me alone in this world

i miss you

i want you

i wanna die

i wanna die for you

i wanna be with you

even if i have to give away my life

For my life mean nothing without you

this life is killing me

i need you here

i want you

i love you

for my beloved ko dai,

the one guy i would die for, the one guy who ever truly care for me, the one guy that was always there for me, the one guy who wouldn't hesitate to lend me a hand and dry my tears, the one guy that could draw a wide smile across my face, the one guy i would never be able to be with